Monday, February 23, 2009

empty..koSONG...sunyiiiiiiiii

penah tak korang rase sunyi..empty??? or yg ak penah blaja.. EMPTY NEST SYNDROME... korang jgn lak tkejut..maybe korang pn ak kna syndrome ni..bukan pnykt cam syndrome down tu but this syndrome lebih kpd rasa kosong..cam nest tu kn sarang..ia akn terbit ngn sendiri...bukan mtahari la..cam ne r nk xplain..aduyaiii..sarang ni ibarat cam umah kita la..bla kt da punye fmily n when ank2 kt bjauhan,ibu orr ayh akn feel like this r.. ak sure my late mom rase g2 coz kami adik-bradik slalo bjauhan coz blajo jauh ler..so, skunk ak kat kg. mhabiskn cuti ak yg ckit ni ngn asignment n research yg mlambak..pg tdi ak ke pusara bonda..ari smlam tahlil arwah bonda yg ke4o..
hmm...ari ni ak kseorngn...farah g sek..kakak lak keja..farah sbnarnya dimsukkn ke asrama tap sbb ak n adik-bradik len ciankn dia yg tentu still sad ngan khilngn arwah bonda,so,farah sek kat convent je..niza lak cam ak..last sem kat k.k.. dia pon bru lik sna pg td..intan lak tdo umah mber coz reunion skool.abah lak g lik umah my stepmum...so,korang tau r kan..yg tinggal ak jela kseorngan kat umah ni.. umah ak leh la dkategorikn besar..mang besar pon..tap tingkt ats xguna pon coz xsape nk dok ats. bla sorang2 ni,ak dpt rase r..empty gler..sunyi..cam da tkena syndrom empty nest tu..ntah r..mang sunyi sgt la..kalo la arwah bonda ade,sure bla ak lik,ak akn mskkn mknanan faveret arwah bonda,kaco2 n gado2 ngn arwah..arghhhhhhhh..giler r...bla dok sorng,ak stil trase cam arwah stil ade...memori tu xpnah akn aku pdamkan...walo ak redha,rahsia ati ni,allah je yg tau..kul4lebey akak ak lik..almaklomla..keja kat company future mother in law..so,pahem2 sudah..skunk da lwat mlm..ak nk tdo coz pg td da mgun awal.. so,pd korang yg bjauhan n still hav parent,blik r coz ak xnk parent korang mrasai empty nest syndrome ni..kalo agk2 korang yg kna syndrome ni,pe sush,g jln2,tgok muvie,shupin ke...aslkn korang xrase sesunyi n se empty ak........ chowzz